A True Servant—A True Master
by Swami Bhaktivedanta Madhava Maharaja | 2021 | 174,865 words
This page relates ‘How to deal with prestige in the renounced order of life,...� of book�"A True Servant, A True Master" which offers a collection of 128 handwritten letters by Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Vamana Gosvami Maharaja—a revered figure in the Gaudiya Vaishnava tradition. This book showcases the profound spiritual insights and practical guidance on executing devotional service and addresses both Sadhakas (male practitioners) and Sadhikas (female practitioners) with equal respect.
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Letter 70 - How to deal with prestige in the renounced order of life,...
How to deal with prestige in the renounced order of life � Youth and beauty cannot help you attain � Only and His devotees are omniscient, not demigods or human beings � Hankering for mundane profit, worship, and prestige makes a person subhuman � Without humility, the heart becomes like a thunderbolt
श्री श्री गुरु-गौराङ्गौ जयतः
śrī śrī guru-gaurāṅgau jayata�
Śrī Vinoda-bihārī Gauḍīya Ѳṻ 28 Haldar Bagan Lane Kolkata�4 24/5/1984
Ա貹ṣu�
Bābā—�! I duly received your letter of 16/4/84. There was a delay in responding to your letter. I went to Kanpur via Lucknow with the party this past 27/4/84. Here the “lǴ� [hot wind] that causes heatstroke had started. After reaching Kolkata on 5/5/84, I became bedridden. Intense fever, vomiting, headache, lack of appetite, and weakness have combined to create a single unhealthy condition. Even now I cannot eat or move around properly.
Take good care of the watch I sent you. I gifted it to you as per your wishes. If you really do not want to keep it, I will make another arrangement when I go at Գṣṭī time. If you keep the watch, will your renunciation lessen or will your advancement in Բ-ᲹԲ be hindered?
Who gets what has already been decided.
आसक्ति-रहित, सम्बन्�-सहित, विषय-समुह सकलि माधव
Āsakti-rahita, sambandha-sahita, viṣaya-samuha sakali mādhava[1]
“When free from attachment, one sees all objects of enjoyment in connection with .�
Know that if you proceed with this thought, no inauspiciousness will occur.
I am giving brief responses to your questions: (1) If someone becomes a , it is not proper for him to have something separate called prestige. On the other hand, as long as we take pride in being the remnant-eating servants of Hari, guru, and ղṣṇ, whatever honour and respect we get will have a central root. If we are deprived of a connection to guru and ղṣṇ, then a sense of our self-worth separate from them appears, which drops us into a condition devoid of shelter.
(2) Human beauty and youth cannot facilitate attainment of .
That is why Śrī Śṅk has said:
मा कुरु धन-जन-यौवन-गर्वम्, हरति निमेषात् कालः सर्वम्
mā kuru dhana-jana-yauvana-garvam, harati nimeṣāt kāla� sarvam[2]
“Do not take pride in wealth, followers, and youth for time steals it all away in the blink of an eye.�
Śrīla Bhaktivinoda Ṭhܰ has sung:
त्यज जीवन-यौवन-राज्�-सुखम�, � हि नित्यम�-अनुक्ष� ना�-परम्
tyaja jīvana-yauvana-rājya-sukham, na hi nityam-anukṣaṇa nāśa-param[3]
“Abandon life goals, youth, and kingly pleasures. None of it is eternal. It is prone to destruction at every moment.�
On the path of bhagavat-Բ, infatuation with birth, opulence, fame, or women is an obstacle. This is mundane ego.
(3) The omniscient Śrī and the eternally perfected ٳ can know and understand the innermost feelings of human beings. Bhāvagrāhī 岹Բ (He who accepts the devotees� sentiments) is capable of understanding everyone’s feelings.
Guru and ղṣṇ can, by their omniscience, be fully acquainted with the living entities� thoughts. Offering the heart’s natural, simple moods to Śrī is ś, or bhakti. That means simplicity, sincerity, and straightforwardness. The demigods or ordinary humans are incapable of understanding everyone’s inner thoughts, which raises the question: �� na jānanti, kuto Գṣy�?–If even the demigods do not know, how can humans?�
(4) If the ṻ manager transgresses the Գ’s directives and instructions, he is not worthy of remaining in his position. If he disregards the ٲ’s instructions, he cannot cling to his authority. Being able to follow rules and laws constitutes civilized behaviour. This contrary predisposition deserves censure. It is only when the hankering for mundane profit, worship, and prestige become powerful that man engages in uncivilized behaviour. He is then subhuman.
(5) If someone commits an injustice but attempts to pose as a just or good human being, this is an impediment to bhajana that is included in the flaw of vipralipsa (the cheating propensity).
“I am a perpetrator of dishonesty, of injustice.�
To convey this to guru and ղṣṇ and strive to become good is called humility. Śrī Madhusūdana pulverizes the arrogance of those who display mundane egotism and pride. This is the conclusion of scripture. Those who are aspiring to perform bhajana must be without ego; there is no place for pride in their heart. If a person does not have natural humility in his heart, then it becomes as hard as a thunderbolt and there is no place for the fluid substance that is the propensity for bhakti. Humility is the servant’s, or 첹’s, ornament–his decoration. �
Bābā, keep your head cool and do what you have to do. Even if cause for anger and irritation comes, do not lose your composure; do not be prideful. Hari-bhajana is the only thing we want. Always remember this. It is for Բ-ᲹԲ alone that we have accepted renunciation and will continue to do so. Know you have my affectionate blessings. Iti�
Your eternal well-wisher,
Śrī Bhaktivedānta 峾Բ