Brihad Bhagavatamrita (commentary)
by Śī Śīmad Bhaktivedānta Nārāyana Gosvāmī Mahārāja | 2005 | 440,179 words | ISBN-13: 9781935428329
The Brihad-bhagavatamrita Verse 2.2.22, English translation, including commentary (Dig-darshini-tika): an important Vaishnava text dealing with the importance of devotional service. The Brihad-bhagavatamrita, although an indepent Sanskrit work, covers the essential teachings of the Shrimad Bhagavatam (Bhagavata-purana). This is verse 2.2.22 contained in Chapter 2—Jnana (knowledge)—of Part two (prathama-khanda).
Verse 2.2.22
Sanskrit text, Unicode transliteration, Word-for-word and English translation of verse 2.2.22:
एव� ममाप� भगवान् अय� कि� कृपयिष्यति �
इत� तत्रावसं कुर्वन� स्�-सङ्कल्पं निजं जपम् � २२ �eva� mamāpi aya� ki� ṛp⾱ṣyپ |
iti tatrāvasa� kurvan sva-saṅkalpa� nija� japam || 22 ||evam–tܲ; mama–for me; api–a; –Lǰ; ayam–t; kim–wٳ?; ṛp⾱ṣyپ–will be merciful; iti–tܲ; tatra–t; avasam–I lived; kurvan–dǾԲ; -ṅk貹–my own resolve; nijam–my own (mantra); japam–cԳپԲ.
A desire then arose in my heart and I pondered, “Can I also worship Śī as Indra does? Will Śī mercifully satisfy my desire?� Accepting whatever might happen, I remained there, chanting my mantra with this aspiration.
Commentary: Dig-darśinī-ṭīkā with Bhāvānuvāda
(By Śīla Sanātana Gosvāmī himself including a deep purport of that commentary)
Śī Gopa-ܳ says, “I pondered, ‘Will I be so fortunate as to serve the Supreme Lord as Indra does, with the wealth of the three worlds? Will Śī վṣṇ bestow His mercy unto me and make me fortunate by fulfilling my desire, impossible as it may seem?� I then thought, ‘Ś� is the master of inconceivable opulences, and at the same time He is extraordinarily merciful–He can make the impossible come to pass.� Thinking like this, I took up residence in Svarga and chanted the mantra of my Deity with determination.�